If only…

If only you knew…  
If only I can…
I’ll fight the agony inside
And tell the story behind. 

Every moment i see your eyes,
You look deep in mine.
I always open my heart,
hoping you’ll see my inner side.

When will the right time come?
I hope it’s soon.
But maybe it will never arrive.
Maybe it’s time for a goodbye.

If only you knew…
If only I can…
I’ll let you rule my world.
Until my last cell dies. 

- inspired by Aiza Seguerra’s Para Lang Sa’yo, im not a poet but this one is sincere.

geezz Aiza’s a real artist! She made me perspire my emo-ness inside. sana lang mabasa nya

Still a huge UP Pep Squad fan!

Very exhausting day, i waited for hours in a very long queue. Hmm it’s just an exaggeration. I arrived in Araneta at around 11am, my friends were already there early in the morning so i just sneak in their queue haha. We got upper b, not bad. We were seated at the Ateneo region, neighbor! They’re actually nice in a way, they let us occupy their seats but… gave us blue balloons! So we had to cheer for them, not bad again because they’re neighbors! UP-ADMU relationship in cdc is different, they support each other. I got a UP cheer mat on one hand and a blue balloon on the other, cheer for UP then cheer for Ateneo then cheer again for UP haha. The Blue Babble Battalion was one of my fave squads. Their girls are really pretty! I expected them to be in top 3 last year. 

UP’s routine didn’t have enough wow factor unlike in the past two years. Their stunts were not flawless - one in pyramid and the other in a bow and arrow i guess. But the Ikot jeep and the blue book are cool! (rock) What i like most in UP Pep Squad (every year) are their tosses, they really toss high and there’s energy in every toss! Ateneo’s routine was also good, as far as i can remember they only fell in one stunt. Their moon walk is the best! FEU deserved the top spot, their routine was very polished and they have improved a lot from their past routines which were more of floor exercises. Scores: FEU-86.1, ADMU-83.4, UP-83.1 - ADMU’s and UP’s scores were close! it can be interchanged given another 16 counts *wink

I know that sdt fans are gonna hate me (i don’t care) but i was so elated that UST was not in top 3. “UST ang Pamantayan” - huh? since when? I like the scene when UP bid goodbye to UST after the winners were announced, waving hands ruled the loser sign. Even if UP Pep Squad didn’t win this year it’s OK, there’s always a next year and I’m still a huge UP PS fan! I commend all the squads for putting up better routines in this season. Many have improved but UP PS is still THE BENCHMARK OF CREATIVITY AND ORIGINALITY. Let’s go UP!

  There’s no such thing as the Big 4, only the BIG 3. Wag na ipilit! ~ i just remembered from a conversation haha

Just a shout out

I think im going to have colds. I’m at CVMIG lab and its icy here - first time to blog in our iMac! Yes, iMacs are the newbies of the department, each research labs has new iMacs for each undergraduate research team. I’ll be marketing our thesis to IBMers - talking about elevator speech. aja!